In the first part, I had a whole bunch of energy and made a plan to go to a whole bunch of stuff. I had a pet pig that I loved DEARLY (never had one in real life), i played with him for a bit, gave him a big hug, and went left. I went to the mall and ran into a lot of people from high school which was emotionally draining so all I wanted to do was go back home after that. Also, at one point in the mall I saw a lady with a fox (my favorite animal) and it made me super happy. I went to leave and realized I had forgotten my shoes (at some store that apparently makes you take your shoes off before you enter). I thought about just leaving the shoes cuz I really wanted to go back home and I saw a sign that said take shoes if needed with 2 pairs sitting next to it...so I took the grey ones and started to leave. But then I remembered my shoes are black and I need black shoes to work in so I HAVE to go back. But somebody had stolen them so now I'm pissed and walking back out of the mall when I see this older lady and a young girl. The young girl stops me and asks if I wanna donate my shoes and I'm like "well actually I just got these out of the bin cuz someone stole mine. Yall are lifesavers for doing this but you're so young shouldn't you be enjoying this day?" That's when she told me that she only does this so that her mom will bring her to the mall and be distracted so she can hang out with her boy friend. That's when I see her mom set out MY shoes on the donation thing. I tell the girl I'll keep her mom distracted, take off my grey shoes, throw them at her and start yelling cuz she stole my shoes! The whole time the young girl and her bf are making out in the background. After awhile I finally leave. I get home and my real life boss is there, setting up a BBQ to make some extra money. She wanted my (dead in real life) grandpa to cook the hamburgers on the grill in my room. He wanted to do that naked while touching my feet. So I decided to start stabbing him but it had no effect. I threw the grill down the stairs and kicked him out and clung to my pig. Next I met up with my best friend, sobbing telling her everything. I told her I had to move to get away from my grandpa but I couldn't move into her house cuz of my pig and I love my pig too much to give him up. Then my best friend turned into my ex, I still told him everything but with my friend I was crying, with him I was RAGING. Then he turned into some 3rd person that I don't remember but since I wasn't close with them I was trying to not say too much or show a lot of emotion....that's when the lady from earlier with the fox came walking up with a penguin. I'm terrified of birds. The lady set the penguin on my table and I clutched my pig and tried to back away. The penguin sensed my fear and lunged at me, I had to climb a fence and it bit my butt. Then a dove flew from the top of me and tried to peck out my eyes. That's when I woke up fully hyperventilating.
This dream seems to be reflecting your emotions and experiences in your waking life. The first part of the dream, where you had a lot of energy and made plans to go to various events, suggests a sense of excitement and enthusiasm. The presence of a pet pig, which you loved dearly, may symbolize a cherished aspect of yourself or a part of your life that brings you joy. Running into people from high school in the mall and feeling emotionally drained afterwards may suggest that you have unresolved emotions or unresolved issues from your past that continue to affect you in the present. The presence of a lady with a fox, your favorite animal, represents a positive and happy moment in the dream. Forgetting your shoes and considering leaving them behind could symbolize a feeling of vulnerability or a fear of not being prepared in some aspect of your life. The stolen shoes and encountering the young girl and her mother highlights a sense of betrayal and frustration. Your reaction of anger and confrontation in this part of the dream may indicate a desire to stand up for yourself and assert your boundaries. The second part of the dream involving your boss and your deceased grandpa reflects a mix of discomfort, boundary violation, and defiance. The presence of your boss setting up a BBQ to make extra money may suggest a feeling of being taken advantage of in your waking life or a need to establish stronger boundaries at work. The image of your grandpa cooking the hamburgers on the grill in your room while touching your feet represents a violation of personal boundaries and a discomforting situation. Stabbing your grandpa without any effect and eventually throwing the grill downstairs can be interpreted as a symbolic attempt to rid yourself of the uncomfortable situation and assert your autonomy. Turning to your best friend (which later transforms into your ex) shows your need for emotional support and the release of pent up emotions, ranging from sensitive vulnerability to anger and rage. This suggests that you may have conflicting emotions towards these individuals or unresolved emotions related to the end of the relationship. The presence of the lady with a penguin, which you are terrified of and that lunges at you, represents a fear or an aspect of your life that feels threatening. The dove trying to peck at your eyes further emphasizes a fear of losing sight or being attacked in some way. Overall, this dream suggests a range of emotions and experiences that you may be processing in your waking life. It may be beneficial to reflect on these elements and consider how they relate to your emotional state and the dynamics of your personal relationships.